playfully grotesque.
however it arrives.
swerving. adding. confusion. love.
sit and stare.
what kind of picture is this.
why this?
why this way?
faced with ambiguity and sitting with it.
waves of feeling redundant, blessed, confused and integrated.
the interior works are feeling mature.
side quest self portraits are also kind of interiors but chaotic.
interior/exterior- bouncing back & forth.
prepped up new canvas:
today the studio has empty surfaces and tangents to consider.
i put some paintings away to let them stew so i can come back with a fresher eye.
learning that i impose more pressure on myself than anything outside does.
will be furthering examining this rather than pushing it aside:
use the pressure.
